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I don't know what I want to say. I want to tell my bitch that I hate him.. but I don't hate him. I love him so much and worry about him all the time. I know cutting yourself is the new black and everyone does it... but when he used to cut himself I was scared of him... I was scared for him. He's so little and so caring and puts others before himself all the time. For some reason he doesn't know all this. He has so many chicks running after him because he's such a great person and he still cuts himself..
This is going to sound really dumb... I guess I already sound dumb to everyone because I also cut myself. But I really think its selfish when people are depressed and grumpy and just generally not in a good mood when they're around others. Being down isn't fun for anyone.
When my neice was 1 I remember my dad talking baby talk to her (if I ever have kids I'm going to punch people who speak baby talk to them) I wanted to say "Dad you sound dumb and she's going to start thinking that that's how we talk... but we don't" but I stopped myself because I realised how much fun he was having just bonding with his granddaughter... he was so happy and I didn't want to spoil that.
So theres an example of why I think you should always try to be fake around people. I know its unhealthy to bottle it all up inside but its unfair. I hope you get what I'm going on about... it's quite late and I haven't slept much in the past month or so.
Hope you all have a fantastic week!
This is going to sound really dumb... I guess I already sound dumb to everyone because I also cut myself. But I really think its selfish when people are depressed and grumpy and just generally not in a good mood when they're around others. Being down isn't fun for anyone.
When my neice was 1 I remember my dad talking baby talk to her (if I ever have kids I'm going to punch people who speak baby talk to them) I wanted to say "Dad you sound dumb and she's going to start thinking that that's how we talk... but we don't" but I stopped myself because I realised how much fun he was having just bonding with his granddaughter... he was so happy and I didn't want to spoil that.
So theres an example of why I think you should always try to be fake around people. I know its unhealthy to bottle it all up inside but its unfair. I hope you get what I'm going on about... it's quite late and I haven't slept much in the past month or so.
Hope you all have a fantastic week!