Dread
I totally worry that maybe i am somehow not smart enough to learn complex useful skills. My brain feels so foggy when I try to teach it new things lately. Maybe it is because I am so stressed
out about things. I'm very sleepy but am afraid of the bad dreams that come with sleep. I hate how I have flashbacks to basic training still and how stressful and everything that was. And I have drill next weekend so that makes I'd think about that more. I need to get out of this.
out about things. I'm very sleepy but am afraid of the bad dreams that come with sleep. I hate how I have flashbacks to basic training still and how stressful and everything that was. And I have drill next weekend so that makes I'd think about that more. I need to get out of this.