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I know I left y'all hanging after my last couple of posts here... guess I've mainly just been hanging in there. Finally saw a therapist today, she was very understanding and helpful, and I can see that she is on my side in this which is nice. Have drill with the army again on the 2nd-3rd of next month. Definitely fantasizing about skipping the whole thing. I'm thinking maybe I'll waive the room and board for the night just so I won't have to room with a strange woman I don't know.
/shrug
My therapist definitely is going to help me resolve the army issues and is trying to find someone who could get me started on hormone therapy. We are going to talk more about ways to deal with my anxiety about drill next week, and the results of her research into my particular issues. I feel cautiously optimistic even though I am dreading going to drill next weekend. Somehow I'll muddle through it though.
On a more mundane note, my computer classes start Wednesday! That's pretty exciting. I need to do really well in them so that I can learn this stuff and get good enough grades to maybe get financial assistance next semester.
I dunno very nervous about drill, but I have just as many good things as bad things to report this week.
/shrug
My therapist definitely is going to help me resolve the army issues and is trying to find someone who could get me started on hormone therapy. We are going to talk more about ways to deal with my anxiety about drill next week, and the results of her research into my particular issues. I feel cautiously optimistic even though I am dreading going to drill next weekend. Somehow I'll muddle through it though.
On a more mundane note, my computer classes start Wednesday! That's pretty exciting. I need to do really well in them so that I can learn this stuff and get good enough grades to maybe get financial assistance next semester.
I dunno very nervous about drill, but I have just as many good things as bad things to report this week.