I'm so tired of it all

[greenmustang4me]

I broke up with Tony, I feel like shit
My cousin sarah never got back to me for teacher observations, so I'm fucked for that.
I have too much homework, I can't do it all and stay sane.
Rent is due today, I have no money.
Cedar Point trips keep getting cancelled, it's really annoying.
Everyone is 21 and goes out, except me.
I need another job, but I kinda want a life this summer.
I miss my cat from home, I don't like the cat at the apt.
I don't sleep well anymore.
I miss home.
I miss people from home.
I miss friends from school.
I feel bad because my parents keep trying to give me money, but I know they don't have much.
I don't know why I keep crying at work, it's really annoying.
I wish I could go on an actual vacation this summer for once.
I want to get out of Michigan but I don't want to leave my friends.
I want nikki to get out of the hospital, and stay out.
I want gas to be actually affordable.
I want to be done with school.
I want to have more good days than bad.
I want to make a difference somehow.
I want to work at disneyworld, but I don't have time.
I want to find someone who I can love and who will love me back.

But most of all I want to go back in time about 16 years ago when life was simple and I loved all aspects of it.