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you know whats ridiculous? fat. its fucking stupid. being fat is stupid. why would someone let themselves get fat like me? i dont get it. everytime i go to the doctor i weigh fucking more. fuck this shit. fuck. fuck. i can't take it anymore. i can't fucking take it anymore. it doesn't even leave my mind when im trashed, like right now. everyone is passes out. jess and georgie to my right. bo to my left. and matt behind me. what the fuck am i doing on the computer at four in the morning, trashed, writing about this bullshit. FUCK. fuck.;aslas;kjfasl;kjflsadaljsf. ok.