new journal?
I need to make one thats private that only friends and family can read and know about...im not sure lj is the place for that. This one just has way to much history, prob not a good idea. Im annoyed I have to make this commercial. I know it could be worse, I could be a telemarketer, its just like damn, like i dont have a million other things to do at the moment. Thing number one is find out what that stupid smashmouth song is called. My office is a freaking mess. I dont know him and I miss him. I got so attached to just talking to someone. I guess had i of not been so damn insecure it probably never would have went this far. Had I not been so crazy in the head making everything drama and so big in my head maybe wed both be ok right now without knowing eachother. I always think that there is a reason for everything and people come in your life for a reason. Then i analyze everything, every detail, every word, the tone, ugh just everything and then my imagination goes crazy. sucks.
