I decided I should write in here more.
Soo, last night I was telling one of the record reps about "my story" and how I got here and hes like, do you realize what you have accomplished? Do you have any idea how many people would love to live the kind of life you do? He's like be proud of yourself not many people can just leave with a car full of stuff and go somewhere, where they dont know anyone and not have any clue what is going to happen, what the place looks like, where they are going to live. I dont really look at it like that, I look at all the things I still want to do. But, because of the random crazy just strange life I have I should keep a journal of all the experiences I've had for my kids or just to look back on when i think i havent done anything. Ill try to keep all the negative crazy thoughts i have in my head out...ill save those for my future therapist which i realized i REALLY need. So um today...its busy. We are adding everything these days so I have a lot of music to put in and change around. word.