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fuck. fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck.
i really really really hate this. i hate this decision. i hate that it's THIS hard to decide something.
i hate that i'm so frustrated with myself all the time because i can't figure out what's good for me.
i'm so upset. i have all these great oppurtunities right now. but are they that great? will they benefit me in the end?
i want to break out of here and start living my life.
but it's so much easier to stay where it's comfortable and never take that chance.
but maybe taking a chance is something i really really need.
damn all this. damnit.
i really really really hate this. i hate this decision. i hate that it's THIS hard to decide something.
i hate that i'm so frustrated with myself all the time because i can't figure out what's good for me.
i'm so upset. i have all these great oppurtunities right now. but are they that great? will they benefit me in the end?
i want to break out of here and start living my life.
but it's so much easier to stay where it's comfortable and never take that chance.
but maybe taking a chance is something i really really need.
damn all this. damnit.