school blows
I know I say this every semester, but school really blows. The more Im here, the more I hate it and the more I dread the idea of staying longer. Well, I dont really hate school, if I were an english major or something I think it would be different (though Im sure I'd have other things to bitch about), but I REALLY HATE math. ANY kind of math sucks! Im starting to even hate simple things as adding or subtracting at work, I just take out the calculator.
Mostly I hate this all and want it to end becuase I want to move in already... Ive paid for almost a months rent and dont have a single item there. I desperately need a bed so I could at least stay there when Im moving in, but its hard to coordinate getting things from craigslist though there are some great deals! Its hard to make sure the person selling is available, Im available, a person to transport that something is available (and has a big car) and so on. I was going to get this desk the other day, but not only was it raining, but I forgot the piece of paper I wrote the guys number on in my room before I went to work (like the dumbass I am).
I want this all to be done, I want to read some books for my own pleasure, I want to wake up in a bed made for more than one and be able to crwal out in just my underwear to go pee. I want to not have to line the seat with toilet paper if I want to sit on it, I want to not wear flip flops to the shower and be able to bend any wany I want without toughing some dirty wall. I want to use a remote to change channels. I want to have all my spices/dishes/pots/utensils in the same spot. I want to be able to leave my dirty dishes in the sink and do them another day without having the thoughts of it getting stolen. I want to just lay around with Jack while smoking with Lau. I want to LIVE in my appartment, not just pay for it.
Im going to miss living in a dorm, being surrounded by many people and always having someone to talk to, but at the same time Im tired of it, I want my privacy. I want to be able to watch TV and not have to make smalltalk with someone waiting for the elevator. I want to not have to pass by the office and say Hi to co-workers who I DONT LIKE and show my ID to security guards when I come in. I want to be able to sleep and not have to get up to sign people out at 8 in the morning. I want to have more than two people over. I want to play music and drink and smoke in my room without thinking about the possibility of getting fired. I want to NOT have to tell people to shut the fuck up when they are outside my room at 2am chatting about NOTHING (like now).
Mostly, I want to graduate and never have to be in school again. Lotto, here I come.
That was a lot of wants. Surely some of them will come true (obviously not the last one).
Mostly I hate this all and want it to end becuase I want to move in already... Ive paid for almost a months rent and dont have a single item there. I desperately need a bed so I could at least stay there when Im moving in, but its hard to coordinate getting things from craigslist though there are some great deals! Its hard to make sure the person selling is available, Im available, a person to transport that something is available (and has a big car) and so on. I was going to get this desk the other day, but not only was it raining, but I forgot the piece of paper I wrote the guys number on in my room before I went to work (like the dumbass I am).
I want this all to be done, I want to read some books for my own pleasure, I want to wake up in a bed made for more than one and be able to crwal out in just my underwear to go pee. I want to not have to line the seat with toilet paper if I want to sit on it, I want to not wear flip flops to the shower and be able to bend any wany I want without toughing some dirty wall. I want to use a remote to change channels. I want to have all my spices/dishes/pots/utensils in the same spot. I want to be able to leave my dirty dishes in the sink and do them another day without having the thoughts of it getting stolen. I want to just lay around with Jack while smoking with Lau. I want to LIVE in my appartment, not just pay for it.
Im going to miss living in a dorm, being surrounded by many people and always having someone to talk to, but at the same time Im tired of it, I want my privacy. I want to be able to watch TV and not have to make smalltalk with someone waiting for the elevator. I want to not have to pass by the office and say Hi to co-workers who I DONT LIKE and show my ID to security guards when I come in. I want to be able to sleep and not have to get up to sign people out at 8 in the morning. I want to have more than two people over. I want to play music and drink and smoke in my room without thinking about the possibility of getting fired. I want to NOT have to tell people to shut the fuck up when they are outside my room at 2am chatting about NOTHING (like now).
Mostly, I want to graduate and never have to be in school again. Lotto, here I come.
That was a lot of wants. Surely some of them will come true (obviously not the last one).