some random thoughts about the phase i'm in.
i've changed a lot recently, and i dont know what to make of it. half the time i dont even know who i am anymore. i feel like i'm a different person. and i justify it because i know i'm going to jesus camp in a month and i know i'll be good then. i feel like i can do whatever i want now because i wont do anything bad later.... yea. thats a pretty
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1) You're beautiful. Some people just have that spark in their eyes, a half-felt smile that even when your crying, stretches across your face. And if you ever feel imperfect and you just can't handle it, call me (425) 269-0927, and i'll tell you three imperfections of mine no one knows about and we can share and commiserate and then forget.
2) I know where you are coming from the Christianity perspective. I haven't been to church since Easter, and i wasn't there for about 4 months. I tell myself that it's because of work, but it feels wierd that i expect God to be there for me and yet i don't change a few of the bad habits that i posess, instead antagonizing those habits.
But this is life. It hurts, sometimes you have to cry, but Erica, the smile you flash my way whenever we briefly meet after a long hiatus; it really makes my day. Oh yeah, and the money thing, i spend all the money i have in my wallet. Take your money, put it into an account, and then throw away your credit and debit cards. If you want to spend the money then ou'll have to go to the bank and get it personally (it's always closed whenever you need the money for stupid things too) :)
Love you lots,
JON
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With that said, I completely agree and can relate to each of your points. Erica, listen to him, he knows what he's talking about...
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