Jan 29, 2005 08:47
I'll give you the short version of my trip to the mall.
1. while parking in the mall i drove into a wall. (my car is fine)
2. While driving home, my car literally dies on the freeway and runs out of gas. we seriously rolled for 3 miles to exit 17 where somehow we got to the gas station.
3. after putting on gas i pull out of the gas station, rushed to get back to work. as i pull out i put on my seatbelt and sure enough a cop pulls me over and gives me a stupid ass ticket for it. on top of it, he was one of those jack ass cops who find pleasure in making you upset.
So anyway then I went up with Robinson, Kendell, and Andrew to the Firwood party. which was fun! I'm glad I got to see Ashley again- I miss her alot.
anyway. so i had to leave 3 hours later at 11 because I had to work at 9 this morning.............. Soooo i wake up at the crack of dawn to get ready for work, and just as I'm leaving, Crystal calls and says she doesnt need me till later on............
so basically, i got up way earlier than i needed to and now im tired as hell but cant go to sleep because im all ready for work... AND it means if i had known, i coul dhave stayed the night up in Ferndale at Kats......... im so pissed off right now...
SO pissed....
and today is NOT looking much better. why not you ask?! because i work from 11-3. and then again at 10:30 pm. yes thats right i work through the night AGAIN until around 6 am. where i then go home sleep for an hour and then return at 9 to open the store.
as i said. im so pissed off.
and maybe i shouldnt be. but i just, really am right now. im not even sure really why. i mean yea a lot of crap happened that was unfortunate.... but STILL. im really pissed about it.
everything was going SOOOO well for me this past week- the whole promotion, college acceptance, reuniting with old friends, turning 18 thing in a week was great. but now its suddenly turned down hill....
i'm just completey stressed.
i DONT know how i'm going to manage my work life with my school life... let alone my social life- if it even exists anymore.... It's not that i just work WAY more now, its just way more stressful because i'm actually in charge. i dont know-
i havve a big test monday that if i dont ace my mom is making me take back the promotion. i have no idea when im going to study with my schedule this weekend.......
PS just to complain a LITTLE bit more..... im sick.