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ok, you know what, after a day like this the last thing i wanted to hear as soon as i came home from school was that we might be selling the house. I mean FUCK!! god. And moving to Florida? I mean, of course I'll be in LA by then, but i can't leave this house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL MY FUCKING MEMORIES ARE HERE! my dog's graves are here, Fred's here--WE CAN'T EVEN TAKE HIM WITH US! Because we have to fucking saw of his antlers or something..., fine, then we better be bringing one of them with us! ...or i'll just take lots of pictures next to them like a freak and put them in frames...
I dont want to leave this house. This is my most favorite house in the entire world, and NO ONE ELSE DESERVES IT!! ...fuck.
Even though the people who are thinking about buying it are great and all.
AND I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY THAT THOSE WERE THE PEOPLE THAT WANTED TO BUY IT!!
I just thought they were friends of my parents. Sheesh, you think they could have told me earlier?
So even though we're taking all of the paintings and furniture and all the stuff that pretty much "makes" the house with us....ok the 'trying to make myself feel better' part isn't working...
This summer is already crazy enough...now i have to deal with it being the last time with my house TOO?!!?
....only thing i can say is that we better get a lot of fucking money for this house and there better be a party....and friends who haven't seen my house and are going to hang OUT with my over the summer...they must come here...i'm not making any exceptions. My only response will be "BUT I'M MOVING!!!!!!!!" ::sigh::
why today.
ALL MY FUCKING MEMORIES ARE HERE! my dog's graves are here, Fred's here--WE CAN'T EVEN TAKE HIM WITH US! Because we have to fucking saw of his antlers or something..., fine, then we better be bringing one of them with us! ...or i'll just take lots of pictures next to them like a freak and put them in frames...
I dont want to leave this house. This is my most favorite house in the entire world, and NO ONE ELSE DESERVES IT!! ...fuck.
Even though the people who are thinking about buying it are great and all.
AND I JUST FOUND OUT TODAY THAT THOSE WERE THE PEOPLE THAT WANTED TO BUY IT!!
I just thought they were friends of my parents. Sheesh, you think they could have told me earlier?
So even though we're taking all of the paintings and furniture and all the stuff that pretty much "makes" the house with us....ok the 'trying to make myself feel better' part isn't working...
This summer is already crazy enough...now i have to deal with it being the last time with my house TOO?!!?
....only thing i can say is that we better get a lot of fucking money for this house and there better be a party....and friends who haven't seen my house and are going to hang OUT with my over the summer...they must come here...i'm not making any exceptions. My only response will be "BUT I'M MOVING!!!!!!!!" ::sigh::
why today.