Dad gummit!!!

Sep 17, 2008 15:58

So Cory and I are trying to be friends, and thats just lovely! And I'm probably HIGHLY mostlikely the 'p' word... There goes my early adulthood years, and the rest of my life... Ah well, everything happens for a reason right? Fuck that shit...

I can't tell Cory about it, so its really hard being around him at school and shit... Like he really wants to be around me anyway. Maybe one day things will all work out for me, who knows...

The only friend I have right now is actually really helping me through all of this, like he talks to me, listens, hands me a drink and a cigarette after I've been throwing up... (yeah I know, bad Lindze, thinking I'm the 'p' word and still smoking) BUT I HAVE STRESS!!! I guess maybe I can at least get a good writing out of all this... Maybe.

Maybe Ville falls in love, gets his heart broken, ends up with an m-preg, and then becomes best buds with a skater boy to help him through all of it. The only diffrence is that I don't think John and I will ever get together, he's like my brother, and with Bam and Ville they ALWAYS have to get together.

Wow with all the shit that's happened to me in the last four years I could write a thriller/romance/action/emo novel! Maybe I will...

Well I guess that's all folks!!!

-Lindze

bam, slash, fuck, random, john, ville, cory, vam, shit

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