Everything happens for a reason?
I used to believe that line, but now I don't think I do. The perfect man I was engaged to left me for his ex, I'm most likely failing school, and I might be the 'p' word... Yay for my life! If things happened for a reason than my reasoning in life must be fucked!
In the past few days I've been od'ing, drinking, smoking more than Ville Valo, and hanging out with the only person who can make things seem okay. Everyone keeps telling me things will work out for the better, or that he'll realize how wonderful I am and come back, but I don't see that happening. I feel like shit. No I feel like TOTAL shit! I wish someone would save me from this.
Life can't be happy go lucky when you've been dumped, and a few days after you realize, Hey, I'm having morning sickness and weight gain. It just can't happen that way. I'm supposed to be in class right now, but fuck it. I don't give a shit anymore. My life sucks, I may never get SSI, I can't get a job, and I'm stuck with my 'rents in a sucky old house.
Can things get any worse?
-Lindze
In the past few days I've been od'ing, drinking, smoking more than Ville Valo, and hanging out with the only person who can make things seem okay. Everyone keeps telling me things will work out for the better, or that he'll realize how wonderful I am and come back, but I don't see that happening. I feel like shit. No I feel like TOTAL shit! I wish someone would save me from this.
Life can't be happy go lucky when you've been dumped, and a few days after you realize, Hey, I'm having morning sickness and weight gain. It just can't happen that way. I'm supposed to be in class right now, but fuck it. I don't give a shit anymore. My life sucks, I may never get SSI, I can't get a job, and I'm stuck with my 'rents in a sucky old house.
Can things get any worse?
-Lindze