We Believe...
Title:Find it in My heart
Rating:pg-13
Author:greendazed1218
paring:All of them... Not a orgy though...yet
Sumary:Billie and Adie had a fight and Billie was kicked out and so Mike, Tre, and Billie get into a fight at the recording studio...
PS. you people must join my community plz!!! any form of Green Day slash is allowed on here.
My Mental Stability Reaches it’s Bitter End
“Billie fuckin Joe Assstrong, pick up your fuckin guitar and make something up! We’ve been sitting here all fuckin day and I’m getting so bored. Why can’t you make something up so we can just go? I want to go home and sleep!” Mike yelled to Billie who was sitting in the middle of the floor of the recording studio.
They had been there all day and still nothing had been done. Billie just paced around all day and they all drunk a lot of coffee. They had decided that they were going to start recording stuff this summer after their last American Idiot tour. This was the third day of coming in here and doing nothing. They all had to admit they liked it though. They loved being with their families very much but they are so used to not being around them that when they spend more than three weeks doing nothing at home except watching T.V and hanging out with the family they were all pretty crazy.
Mike watched Billie as he sat down on the floor and started to rock back and forth. He and Tre both knew what was happening. Billie was having a panic attack.
“Bill… Just breathe. You will be ok. Remember… In through your nose… And out through your mouth… Very good.” Mike said getting down on the floor next to his best friend and slowly rubbing his back.
Mike had been with Billie ever since he started having panic attacks. He was with him the first time he had one. He was the one to calm him down. The first time Billie had a panic attack was the day he found out his father had died. Mike watched as Billie fell to the floor and started to hyperventilate. Mike remembers being scared shitless because he had no idea what to do. So he sat there holding Billie in his arms. After a while that soothed him, and Mike had been doing that ever since. Every time Billie had one.
Finally Billie calmed down and laid his head down on Mike’s chest. Mike felt him begin to shake. Mike just thought it was after effects of the panic attack but then he heard his frontman begin to sob. Mike pulled him up to look into his eyes.
“Billie, what’s wrong? Are you ok? Why are you crying? I’m sorry for being a jerk a few minutes ago. I wasn’t thinking.”
Billie looked into Mike’s blue eyes and started to sob again.
“Mike it’s not you… Adie left me and I’m so alone. I really don’t know what to do… She kicked me out so I’ve been living at a hotel for a week now. I didn’t want to hide it from you but I thought her and I could work it out. I guess not though. She won’t answer my calls and when we talked last, which was that night, she said that because of my panic attacks and depression she won’t let me see my kids much anymore. That all of it made me a bad parent, and a bad husband. I don’t know what to do Mikey. I love my kids, I really don’t want to lose them.”
Mike pulled Billie into a hug. “Billie you can crash at my place. I just don’t understand why she kicked you out now. You’ve had those problems all of your life and now she says that they make you a bad father and husband? I’m so sorry Bill… I don’t know how to help you with that except that you can stay with me. For as long as needed. You know I love you Bill and would do anything for you. Come on we’ve done enough damage. Let’s go to my house and we can all get drunk.” Mike said and Tre nodded.
They drove in separate cars so Billie could go by the hotel and stop his bill and get all of his stuff. After he did so he left for Mike’s house. When he got there he ran inside and found Tre and Mike were already drinking.
“You started without me? Thanks so much.” Billie said as he sat down beside Mike on the couch. He grabbed a bottle and chugged the whole contents in one go.
“Dude… Calm down on the beer.” Mike said staring at Billie.
“Well I had to get caught up with yall.” Billie said with a slight grin on his face. The one that Tre and Mike both knew all to well. The one that means Billie is about to get shitfaced drunk.
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I wrote this the other day and I might go on with it... I have another chapter in the works so yeah... Tell me if you like it enough for me to go on. This first chapter was kinda boring.. In the next chapter all the boys stay at Mike's house. Billie gets drunk but Tre and Mike dont... Something happens between Mike and Tre... Many comments please!!!
Rating:pg-13
Author:greendazed1218
paring:All of them... Not a orgy though...yet
Sumary:Billie and Adie had a fight and Billie was kicked out and so Mike, Tre, and Billie get into a fight at the recording studio...
PS. you people must join my community plz!!! any form of Green Day slash is allowed on here.
My Mental Stability Reaches it’s Bitter End
“Billie fuckin Joe Assstrong, pick up your fuckin guitar and make something up! We’ve been sitting here all fuckin day and I’m getting so bored. Why can’t you make something up so we can just go? I want to go home and sleep!” Mike yelled to Billie who was sitting in the middle of the floor of the recording studio.
They had been there all day and still nothing had been done. Billie just paced around all day and they all drunk a lot of coffee. They had decided that they were going to start recording stuff this summer after their last American Idiot tour. This was the third day of coming in here and doing nothing. They all had to admit they liked it though. They loved being with their families very much but they are so used to not being around them that when they spend more than three weeks doing nothing at home except watching T.V and hanging out with the family they were all pretty crazy.
Mike watched Billie as he sat down on the floor and started to rock back and forth. He and Tre both knew what was happening. Billie was having a panic attack.
“Bill… Just breathe. You will be ok. Remember… In through your nose… And out through your mouth… Very good.” Mike said getting down on the floor next to his best friend and slowly rubbing his back.
Mike had been with Billie ever since he started having panic attacks. He was with him the first time he had one. He was the one to calm him down. The first time Billie had a panic attack was the day he found out his father had died. Mike watched as Billie fell to the floor and started to hyperventilate. Mike remembers being scared shitless because he had no idea what to do. So he sat there holding Billie in his arms. After a while that soothed him, and Mike had been doing that ever since. Every time Billie had one.
Finally Billie calmed down and laid his head down on Mike’s chest. Mike felt him begin to shake. Mike just thought it was after effects of the panic attack but then he heard his frontman begin to sob. Mike pulled him up to look into his eyes.
“Billie, what’s wrong? Are you ok? Why are you crying? I’m sorry for being a jerk a few minutes ago. I wasn’t thinking.”
Billie looked into Mike’s blue eyes and started to sob again.
“Mike it’s not you… Adie left me and I’m so alone. I really don’t know what to do… She kicked me out so I’ve been living at a hotel for a week now. I didn’t want to hide it from you but I thought her and I could work it out. I guess not though. She won’t answer my calls and when we talked last, which was that night, she said that because of my panic attacks and depression she won’t let me see my kids much anymore. That all of it made me a bad parent, and a bad husband. I don’t know what to do Mikey. I love my kids, I really don’t want to lose them.”
Mike pulled Billie into a hug. “Billie you can crash at my place. I just don’t understand why she kicked you out now. You’ve had those problems all of your life and now she says that they make you a bad father and husband? I’m so sorry Bill… I don’t know how to help you with that except that you can stay with me. For as long as needed. You know I love you Bill and would do anything for you. Come on we’ve done enough damage. Let’s go to my house and we can all get drunk.” Mike said and Tre nodded.
They drove in separate cars so Billie could go by the hotel and stop his bill and get all of his stuff. After he did so he left for Mike’s house. When he got there he ran inside and found Tre and Mike were already drinking.
“You started without me? Thanks so much.” Billie said as he sat down beside Mike on the couch. He grabbed a bottle and chugged the whole contents in one go.
“Dude… Calm down on the beer.” Mike said staring at Billie.
“Well I had to get caught up with yall.” Billie said with a slight grin on his face. The one that Tre and Mike both knew all to well. The one that means Billie is about to get shitfaced drunk.
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I wrote this the other day and I might go on with it... I have another chapter in the works so yeah... Tell me if you like it enough for me to go on. This first chapter was kinda boring.. In the next chapter all the boys stay at Mike's house. Billie gets drunk but Tre and Mike dont... Something happens between Mike and Tre... Many comments please!!!