Sick Of Me
Title:Sick of Me
Author:Me
Rating:PG-13ish
Disclaimer:Do you THINK I own Green Day or anything to do with them...
Notes:Song Slash.
Why can’t you just admit it you’ve had it
You’re sick of me
You’re fed up with all of my bad habits
You’re sick of me
To your lies you’ve become so desensitized
Sick of me
Lost regrets and you say that you’re mad at me
Sick of me
“Billie I thought I told you I wanted you to stop smoking. Didn’t I tell you just that? I know I at least told you to stop smoking around the kids!” Adie said grabbing the cigarette out of Billie’s mouth and putting it out on the counter.
Joey and Jakob were just sitting there staring at their parents fighting. They didn’t remember their mom telling their dad he couldn’t smoke in front of them. They actually KNEW that she didn’t, because she didn’t have a problem with it until recently.
“Adie you never told me that. Why are you making up shit like that? Why are you constantly trying to make me look bad in front of the kids? They know as well as I do that you never said that to me.”
Wondering out the door
I am on to you
You’re coming back for more
Am I losing you?
“Billie get your ass back in this house and talk to me now! I want to kill you sometimes.” Adie yelled at her husband who was now leaving the house in his black BMW. She turned around to see her two boys just watching her as she fell to the floor sobbing. “That bastard.” She muttered under her breath.
Like a dog that just pissed on your barbecue
Sick of me
Losing faith and you still don’t know what to do
Sick of me
Losing health and now you hate everything and your
Sick of me
It’s a waste but we still keep on trying
Sick of me
Billie showed back up that night at ten after nine, drunk.
“Where have you been? I’ve been calling you all day. We have to talk. This is all getting worse and worse. We promised when Joey was first borne we wouldn’t let him see us fighting. Now look at us. What happened to us Billie?”
“I don’t know Adie. Things just happened. You just got… Sick of me or something… I still do love you but I don’t know if we can keep working shit out. We are always trying and never thinking if it would be better for the kids if we just separated. We are always just working stuff out thinking it would be better for them but would it really be? Would it be better for them to not hear us fighting every time I come home? I really don’t know what to do anymore.”
“I know Billie. I really don’t know what to do anymore. I do love you but I don’t know if we can make this work anymore… maybe you should just go to Tre’s or Mike’s tonight then we can talk on the phone tomorrow, then we can work all this out. The boys will be at school, so they won’t hear a word of us talking. I’ll just tell them that you spent the night with one of their Uncles. It will at least be true for tonight. I don’t want to have to lie to them Billie. If we separate then we have to tell them, but for tonight I think you should just go.” Adie said turning away from her husband putting a hand to her face to wipe a tear away.
Billie didn’t say anything he just walked up to his room and gathered the things he would need for the night. After he got it all he walked down the steps to the door. Still he didn’t say anything to his wife. She was now holding on to the banister trying to look angry.
“Bye Billie…” She muttered as he brushed past her.
Wondering out the door
I am on to you
You’re coming back for more
Am I losing you
“By the way Adie… My dear wife… I’m sick of you too.” Billie said angrily as he turned one last time to gaze on his wife.
“Billie I know that you have problems… I tried to be ok with all of them… I just want to know one thing… I’ve been on to you for a while… Are you cheating on me with Tre, or Mike?”
“Actually Adie… I haven’t. I’ve loved you and I haven’t cheated on you. So you may be on to me but you’re wrong. I’ve known this wasn’t going to last for a while now but I wasn’t going to make it any worse by sleeping with one of them. I do love them but I would never do that to you. You were the first girl I fell in love with and the only girl I will probably ever love. Just so you know. I do love them and I knew that you thought that. That’s how I knew it was over. Just so you know… Tonight I may do just that. I loved you Adie but it was just that… past tense. Goodbye”
Adie fell to the floor sobbing. As Billie left the house she threw a vase at the door. She watched it shatter to a million pieces. Then she sat back to go back over everything that just happened.
ADIES POV
He did love me a long time ago. I loved him too. That’s why we got married. I know that we haven’t been in love for quite a while now. I guess that ok though. I want him to be happy even if it is with Tre or Mike… or both for that matter. We’ve just been going through the motions lately. The sad thing is I don’t think I will even miss him that much. Come on… I know that the only reason I’m crying is for the boys. I really don’t know how to tell them all of this. Billie’s problems just got to hard to deal with.
Billie drove up in Tre’s driveway and parked the car. He got out and opened the back door to get all of his stuff out. He knew that Tre would let him crash there for the night. He slammed the door shut. Inside Tre heard this and ran out to see who was in his driveway. He opened his front door to see a sobbing Billie Joe with eyeliner running down his cheeks and a suitcase in one hand, and a pillow in the other.
“What happened Bill? Adie didn’t kick you out did she? Oh come on in.” Tre said as he herded his best friend into the living room to sit on the couch.
Billie dropped all of his stuff and sat on the couch beside Tre. Tre looked into Billie’s eyes and saw how much pain was in them.
“She just got sick of me! I love you Tre… She could tell. That’s what’s she was so sick of. She could tell I loved you and Mike. It was hopeless. I should have known before. Long before.” Billie said as he leaned into Tre’s lap.
The drummer just stroked his frontman’s head and kissed him lightly in his hair. Those were the last words spoken all night. Billie sat up and looked into Tre’s eyes and Billie pulled him into a kiss.
So you got your problems
So you got it alright
Do you have a conscience?
Do you have a reason?
Well I'm sick of you too.
Wondering' out the door
I am on to you
Your coming' back for more
Am I losing you?
Author:Me
Rating:PG-13ish
Disclaimer:Do you THINK I own Green Day or anything to do with them...
Notes:Song Slash.
Why can’t you just admit it you’ve had it
You’re sick of me
You’re fed up with all of my bad habits
You’re sick of me
To your lies you’ve become so desensitized
Sick of me
Lost regrets and you say that you’re mad at me
Sick of me
“Billie I thought I told you I wanted you to stop smoking. Didn’t I tell you just that? I know I at least told you to stop smoking around the kids!” Adie said grabbing the cigarette out of Billie’s mouth and putting it out on the counter.
Joey and Jakob were just sitting there staring at their parents fighting. They didn’t remember their mom telling their dad he couldn’t smoke in front of them. They actually KNEW that she didn’t, because she didn’t have a problem with it until recently.
“Adie you never told me that. Why are you making up shit like that? Why are you constantly trying to make me look bad in front of the kids? They know as well as I do that you never said that to me.”
Wondering out the door
I am on to you
You’re coming back for more
Am I losing you?
“Billie get your ass back in this house and talk to me now! I want to kill you sometimes.” Adie yelled at her husband who was now leaving the house in his black BMW. She turned around to see her two boys just watching her as she fell to the floor sobbing. “That bastard.” She muttered under her breath.
Like a dog that just pissed on your barbecue
Sick of me
Losing faith and you still don’t know what to do
Sick of me
Losing health and now you hate everything and your
Sick of me
It’s a waste but we still keep on trying
Sick of me
Billie showed back up that night at ten after nine, drunk.
“Where have you been? I’ve been calling you all day. We have to talk. This is all getting worse and worse. We promised when Joey was first borne we wouldn’t let him see us fighting. Now look at us. What happened to us Billie?”
“I don’t know Adie. Things just happened. You just got… Sick of me or something… I still do love you but I don’t know if we can keep working shit out. We are always trying and never thinking if it would be better for the kids if we just separated. We are always just working stuff out thinking it would be better for them but would it really be? Would it be better for them to not hear us fighting every time I come home? I really don’t know what to do anymore.”
“I know Billie. I really don’t know what to do anymore. I do love you but I don’t know if we can make this work anymore… maybe you should just go to Tre’s or Mike’s tonight then we can talk on the phone tomorrow, then we can work all this out. The boys will be at school, so they won’t hear a word of us talking. I’ll just tell them that you spent the night with one of their Uncles. It will at least be true for tonight. I don’t want to have to lie to them Billie. If we separate then we have to tell them, but for tonight I think you should just go.” Adie said turning away from her husband putting a hand to her face to wipe a tear away.
Billie didn’t say anything he just walked up to his room and gathered the things he would need for the night. After he got it all he walked down the steps to the door. Still he didn’t say anything to his wife. She was now holding on to the banister trying to look angry.
“Bye Billie…” She muttered as he brushed past her.
Wondering out the door
I am on to you
You’re coming back for more
Am I losing you
“By the way Adie… My dear wife… I’m sick of you too.” Billie said angrily as he turned one last time to gaze on his wife.
“Billie I know that you have problems… I tried to be ok with all of them… I just want to know one thing… I’ve been on to you for a while… Are you cheating on me with Tre, or Mike?”
“Actually Adie… I haven’t. I’ve loved you and I haven’t cheated on you. So you may be on to me but you’re wrong. I’ve known this wasn’t going to last for a while now but I wasn’t going to make it any worse by sleeping with one of them. I do love them but I would never do that to you. You were the first girl I fell in love with and the only girl I will probably ever love. Just so you know. I do love them and I knew that you thought that. That’s how I knew it was over. Just so you know… Tonight I may do just that. I loved you Adie but it was just that… past tense. Goodbye”
Adie fell to the floor sobbing. As Billie left the house she threw a vase at the door. She watched it shatter to a million pieces. Then she sat back to go back over everything that just happened.
ADIES POV
He did love me a long time ago. I loved him too. That’s why we got married. I know that we haven’t been in love for quite a while now. I guess that ok though. I want him to be happy even if it is with Tre or Mike… or both for that matter. We’ve just been going through the motions lately. The sad thing is I don’t think I will even miss him that much. Come on… I know that the only reason I’m crying is for the boys. I really don’t know how to tell them all of this. Billie’s problems just got to hard to deal with.
Billie drove up in Tre’s driveway and parked the car. He got out and opened the back door to get all of his stuff out. He knew that Tre would let him crash there for the night. He slammed the door shut. Inside Tre heard this and ran out to see who was in his driveway. He opened his front door to see a sobbing Billie Joe with eyeliner running down his cheeks and a suitcase in one hand, and a pillow in the other.
“What happened Bill? Adie didn’t kick you out did she? Oh come on in.” Tre said as he herded his best friend into the living room to sit on the couch.
Billie dropped all of his stuff and sat on the couch beside Tre. Tre looked into Billie’s eyes and saw how much pain was in them.
“She just got sick of me! I love you Tre… She could tell. That’s what’s she was so sick of. She could tell I loved you and Mike. It was hopeless. I should have known before. Long before.” Billie said as he leaned into Tre’s lap.
The drummer just stroked his frontman’s head and kissed him lightly in his hair. Those were the last words spoken all night. Billie sat up and looked into Tre’s eyes and Billie pulled him into a kiss.
So you got your problems
So you got it alright
Do you have a conscience?
Do you have a reason?
Well I'm sick of you too.
Wondering' out the door
I am on to you
Your coming' back for more
Am I losing you?