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So today was weird. I really didn't want to take a day off of school. Especially a gold day...there's only two this week. :/ But I kinda had to. I haven't been very healthy. I don't mean anything disgusting like drugs, or stupid like not taking showers, I just haven't been taking care of myself. I let myself get too overwhelmed and I had a breakdown this morning. I guess I'm better now...not much though.
All I did today was sleep and get something to drink. I really need to get school stuff done. No more TV and very little computer. Hopefully not just for today either. I think I would be better If my life didn't revolve around whats on TV or if anyone has left me a comment or message on MySpace. It's pathetic, and I'm tired of living that way. I cleaned my room 3 weeks ago, and now its a mess. I just don't care about that stuff. But I need too. It's part of what gets to me.
I don't really know what to say other than that I should probably get back to my list, I think it will really help. If only this would have happened on a Saturday...