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Remembering: The sense of smell is the most powerful sense for me. A smell can remind me of people, events and moments. The smell of grass, a certain cologne, smells from the kitchen...they are all triggers for me, triggers that make me smile...and force me to remember.
I hate knowing that I have forgotten what you look like..what you smell like...how it felt to have you hug me. I've forgotten the sound of your laugh. When I try and remember I see a blurr of images without any coming into focus. I feel like I have forgotten you, and if I have forgotten you...I feel like I have forgotten part of myself. Lost part of myself.
Looking into picture frames brings me back to that exact moment. I look at them and I am almost transported back to the moment where the smile originates...back to the laugter...the time we spent together.
Fear: I wake up in the middle of the night, almost every night, in a panic. I wake up to complete darkness. Silence. Alone.
Faults: One of my biggest downfalls is sharing too much of my heart.
I hold on too long to the POSSIBILITY of something...or someone. I'm learning when to cut the cord, and find someone new.
Vices: Spending time with my friends and family is my retreat from the rest of the world.
I believe in you and always have. When will you believe in yourself? You are so much stronger than you think..
I hate knowing that I have forgotten what you look like..what you smell like...how it felt to have you hug me. I've forgotten the sound of your laugh. When I try and remember I see a blurr of images without any coming into focus. I feel like I have forgotten you, and if I have forgotten you...I feel like I have forgotten part of myself. Lost part of myself.
Looking into picture frames brings me back to that exact moment. I look at them and I am almost transported back to the moment where the smile originates...back to the laugter...the time we spent together.
Fear: I wake up in the middle of the night, almost every night, in a panic. I wake up to complete darkness. Silence. Alone.
Faults: One of my biggest downfalls is sharing too much of my heart.
I hold on too long to the POSSIBILITY of something...or someone. I'm learning when to cut the cord, and find someone new.
Vices: Spending time with my friends and family is my retreat from the rest of the world.
I believe in you and always have. When will you believe in yourself? You are so much stronger than you think..