Feb 16, 2004 23:37
SO another lovely weekend comes and goes. But not without being struck with the shit stick it was expected to be branded with from the beginning.
Friday the 13th - why get out of bed? Just to receive a phone call of a friend totaling anoher vehicle but with a catch - 4 cases of Miller LIte in the rear. Thanks to the sneaky ways of myself and comrads, this risky situation was kindly diverted... Us-1 Pigs - 0
I, as I normally do things, have fucked up another special.. make that 2 special occassions.. I do not take full blame for these faults.. I blame lispy mexicans for having big enough balls to facilitate such a scheme. Im ending this rant..
Nonetheless, I need a journal.. like.. a TANGIBLE journal. I concoct ideas sometimes about voyeur sites that make me think "hey, I'm gonna have to write that down later." yet, my problem does lie, however, in remembering to write this brainfart down.
Lasso rente, I have found myself in a closed state of motivation... I believe i TRULY am afraid/hate people. Interacting with people has always been an activity I can safely say I thrived on. Nowadays, my thrive is on being secluded in my own head, which is causing my mind to imitate the cooking methods of hagass. I don't actually WANT to be an introvert, but living with a roomate that i absolutely hate talking to makes me have no choice but to resort to creating a pro/con argument intrapersonally. . . thank god for creative outlets... and masturbation... amen.