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Aug 19, 2009 13:29

Apparently I am having, "more interesting than my life," envy issues lately.  It isn't horrible, but some part of me is clamoring for something that is out of the ordinary for me.  Or am I wishing that what is so ordinary for others was ordinary for me?  Perhaps I just need a project or a temporary change.

I find myself yearning after travel.  I randomly looked up flights to India.  Did you know that you can go for $1,400?  And that they now have a direct flight to Mumbai from New Jersey?  24 hours in transit in that scenario.  Could I do it in a two week trip?  Jet lagged to hell.  I want longer.

I see pictures of France and want to go move to a small French Village for a year or two, learn French and do....  something.  I read Amanda Palmer's blog and find myself wanting to travel in circles where I can wear whatever I want and hang out with people like Neil Gaiman.

I am starting the slow process of embarking into my private practice as a counselor.  This isn't the time to move for a year or two.  I would have to put the cats into quarantine for six months, or some other amount of time, depending on where I moved.  I have a relationship with someone I am crazy about who is very settled into his job and owns a house.  This isn't the time to move to a new country.  What the hell would I do there?  How would I pay the bills?  What would I do with all of my stuff?

Just what the hell is it that I am wanting?

Ah, the big, important question.

counseling, cats, internal psychology, travel

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