I like him.
Today was a super good day.
I didn't go to school until lunch time
I got to spend time with TJ
but he got grounded last night because we were on the phone too late.
LAME
Tomorrow is Valentine's Day!!
I'm sooo stoked!
I gave TJ a letter today.
that told him how much I care about him and that
He makes me happy
&
He makes me want to be a better person.
I told him that I want him to be happy with me
&
I want him to feel about me, the way I feel about him.
He read it at lunch and we had a happy day.
We had the hottest kiss EVER today!
It was amazing.
Last night on the phone we talked some things out.
Like how I don't like when he talks about Kelsea
& how it's hard for me to believe anything anybody says
because everyone lies so damn much
& I try so hard to not let myself get attatched in fear of rejection.
I believe him though.
as hard as I try not too
He's the most amazing boy I have ever met.
He cares.
I would do anything for this kid.
Anything he asked me to do, I would do it.
But he would never ask anything of me.
My life is finally starting to come together.
Everything is starting to make sense again.
I'm finally happy.