I'm trying...I really am.

[green_squall]

I'm trying everything I can. I know it doesn't seem like it but I am. I love you. I really do. I'm sorry that I haven't been there.

I'm trying to get a better job.

To get a place.

I want to be with you. I really do. But where? I don't know. I'm not sure if I want to leave this area again. I don't know if I can. I couldn't handle it when we moved to

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you'd like this song. Its by Staind, called "home"

[poeticalsuicide]

I force myself through another day
Can’t explain the way today just fell apart like everything
Right in my face
And I try to be the one
I can't accept this all because of you
I've had to walk away
From everything

I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

Another sleepless night again
Hotel rooms my only friend
And friends like that just don't add up
To anything
And I try so hard to be everything
That I should never take away from you again
'Cause I heard ya say

I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

I cannot forget
I live with regret
I cannot forget
I live with...

I'll live through this
I can't see through this
I can't do this anymore

I'm afraid to be alone
Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I'm afraid to come back home

Afraid you'll leave me when I'm gone
I just wish I was back home
Home

[falldownnight]

thats pretty awesome

[sporktrd]

The way I see it, you and i are in similar boats. Maybe not the same one, but equally leaky. Like for me, I have what many would consider a decent job that pays well. Yet, I hate it. I can't stand it. Why have I been through fourteen or fifteen jobs? I'm only 20! I don't get it either, the way that some have only four or five jobs in their whole lives, yet I'm tripling it. But all we can do is ride this boat out man. If it helps, I know you're trying as hard as you can, cuz I'm trying to. The market for good jobs is very slim right now. And you can't get a place without a good paying job. It's tough. But things will turn around, man. They have to. You're just on the dark side of the moon right now. Sooner or later, it'll all come around for ya.

[sporktrd]

PS: The Annakin thing... rules.