Dec 14, 2005 06:13
Everytime I hear her voice I just melt... Its beyond reasoning what I feel for this girl, I would give almost any and everything for her, and yet I fear and believe that it is not meant to be and will never happen. Why do I have to be plagued with such situations, why... I wish so desperately that there could be a way for us to be together, but I know that I shouldn't get my hopes up and yet I do all the same. Why did I have to meet someone so incredibly wonder and beautiful and innocent and pure and loving and kind. And why do I have these feelings when in my mind I know that it will most likely never be. The odds are overwhemingly against me and yet I still cling to that one speck of hope that I know will never come to pass. I know that there must be a reason that I met her and I am thoroughly glad to have become such close friends, but why must I be put through this, and why do I allow myself to be tortured this way...
Quinn, you probably know who I am talking about, just keep this to us. Who knows, maybe something will happen...