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The person who i thought would never hurt me, although they were the one i was in position to be most hurt by, have done so.
I cannot begin to describe how i feel. except more alone than i have ever felt, more sad, and i dont think i have cried as much in the past couple weeks as in all my life.
A deep dark hole at the end of the world seems like a good place to echo my mood. sadly i dont have one of those handy, and so have to face the world, pretending im strong and that everything is ok.
Im still a little in denial. Hopeing everything will be ok, that the words i spoke or wrote rather in this instence will work through the recesses of the persons mind and bring sense.
I fail to know what i will do if they dont.
I cannot begin to describe how i feel. except more alone than i have ever felt, more sad, and i dont think i have cried as much in the past couple weeks as in all my life.
A deep dark hole at the end of the world seems like a good place to echo my mood. sadly i dont have one of those handy, and so have to face the world, pretending im strong and that everything is ok.
Im still a little in denial. Hopeing everything will be ok, that the words i spoke or wrote rather in this instence will work through the recesses of the persons mind and bring sense.
I fail to know what i will do if they dont.