Just when things seemed dull...
I got - and started - my new job today. *confetti* I'm working at The Jaguar Ceviche Spoon Bar & Latam Grill in Coconut Grove. I'm pretty stoked, things went well today, except for minor stuff here and there. I go back again tomorrow from 4:00 - closing, which is not that late in comparison to previous jobs. The people there are nice, with most of them not a great deal older than me, so I'm starting to feel more comfortable. Three job offers in a week... Craziness.
Haaaa... Renzo's birthday is on April 20th. How fitting, lol.
Xan hasn't called me in a few days... AGAIN... So I hope all is well en Espana. =p The cats are all dead, I'm running a mistress service out of the apartment, and selling all the furniture as we speak. XD Just kidding, sir.
Things... are tricky. They've been up and down for a long time, because that's how life works. Only now, I'm starting to accept it, and realize that shit happens. You can't fix the ones you love... Not that it was a matter of fixing, but more a matter of caring... You can't help those who don't want to help themselves. It's factual, and I've lived the proof. My heart has ached until it was numb, and still nothing. Maybe glimmers of hope here and there, but the rest of the time, it's bullshit. It's hard... really, really hard... but I can't live like that anymore. I'm beginning to realize that not all change comes unexpectedly - Sometimes, you have to make it happen. I feel differently than I did about it, so we'll see how it works out. I want to be happy, and that means not hurting all the time (or at least a HUGE deal of it) anymore.
Until then, bitches.
Haaaa... Renzo's birthday is on April 20th. How fitting, lol.
Xan hasn't called me in a few days... AGAIN... So I hope all is well en Espana. =p The cats are all dead, I'm running a mistress service out of the apartment, and selling all the furniture as we speak. XD Just kidding, sir.
Things... are tricky. They've been up and down for a long time, because that's how life works. Only now, I'm starting to accept it, and realize that shit happens. You can't fix the ones you love... Not that it was a matter of fixing, but more a matter of caring... You can't help those who don't want to help themselves. It's factual, and I've lived the proof. My heart has ached until it was numb, and still nothing. Maybe glimmers of hope here and there, but the rest of the time, it's bullshit. It's hard... really, really hard... but I can't live like that anymore. I'm beginning to realize that not all change comes unexpectedly - Sometimes, you have to make it happen. I feel differently than I did about it, so we'll see how it works out. I want to be happy, and that means not hurting all the time (or at least a HUGE deal of it) anymore.
Until then, bitches.