May 11, 2006 16:30
'K so i realize it doesn't seem like things are better to other people, but they definitely are. I thought that there might be a middle road to the two opinions on the subject, but I now agree that it's gotta be one way or the other. In fact the change is kinda nice, just took some time getting used to. The main thing that has and continues to be a snag for me is the fact that I'm very introverted. I know some people may not agree, but it's true. It is sooooo hard for me to talk to people I don't know, even more so if I would really like to make a good impression. When my face gets really red it's usually not because I'm embarrassed. It's either random (which few people believe), or its just the pressure of saying the right thing. I always switch words around and then I get even more afraid of doing it again. Hmmmm anywho..where was I.... oh yea well I guess things are going well. I've really changed my mentality on the whole thing and it's back to it's original pure form. (which is good) Instead of bad or worse, it's beginning to look like a win-win situation. God does know how to work things out it's just us....or well, me.
ps went wakeboarding today...... really nice. Light breeze from the north, not a cloud in the sky, and a boat full of college kids who aren't good enough to take up a whole lot of time. Got some good video, but not as good as Canyon Lake.
pss If ANYONE knows how to get a single slide from a video and convert it to a pic file that would be sweeet!!! just tell me and I'll aim u some time. "greektark"