Look Whos back!

Jul 12, 2005 14:14

Im only on here because im at school and i have no ride home. My car dun broke. I had it towed yesterday and im still waiting to hear whats wrong with it. Im waiting for kyle to get off work so i can call him and ask for a ride.

Im living in catonsville with my friend The Scott. Its pretty nice. Hes really clean for a dirty guy. I bet he hates how fucking sloppy and lazy i am around the apartment. I really should do something about that... but i wont.

I joined a coed adult soccer team with a bunch of friends. We had our first game last night. We won 7-4. I think they might have been our biggest competition. They probably should have won, i dont know why they didnt. They were in general better than us. Eh, oh well. I havent really been active since high school and i really felt it last night. I was hurting. So were most of the people on our team. Only about 3 or 4 of the people were in a shape that resembled fit. I think im gonna start running in the mornings, if i can wake up before class. I should start going to the gym again. That lasted about 2 weeks last time i tried it. I dont think walt was forceful enough in getting me out to go work out with him. But then again, i am a lazy fuck, so i guess its my fault.

My first summer class ends thursday. My next one begins monday...damnit. No rest for the wicked. But i will get an A. Thats good i guess. At least i get something for my $666.00 i paid.

I was seeing a girl for a little while. But it turns out that she slept with alot of people when i wasnt around. Since it was a long distance relationship, that was most of the time and a lot of guys. I just wish she would have said something before she started all that. Just broken it off before things got ugly. But she isnt the brightest bulb in the box. She was more like the one bulb you drop while youre standing on the ladder. Dont know why she was interested me in the first place. I know why i was interested in her. Even though we had nothing in common, she had a way of making me feel wanted. I dont think any girl ive ever been with has ever made me feel like i was genuinely wanted. It always seems like the girl likes me for me, but doesnt have any interest in me physically. Its weird because all you ever see is the opposite. People being together because they were attracted physically to each other and then they just get used to each others personality and quirks. I bet she has that sort of thing down to an art. Like a spider luring men into her slutty web, then sucking out their emotions through hollow teeth. The worst thing was that she waited till i came back and was able to see her before she started ignoring me. Now its time to be single. Most likely a lot longer than i wish... which it has already been to long, about a month.

Im gonna go see if i can get a ride now.
Previous post Next post
Up