i guess the worst part about the whole situation is our lack of ability to get along when we're together, and that, in the end, is what has done major damage to this, i see so many people who are so much happier when they are together than we seem to be and i wonder what went wrong, and i guess thats the most depressing thing to me, by far ( Read more... )

i'll pretend i don't know you're there
i'll just wait for you to say hello

you take your time to respond to me
seems like you're keeping busy lately

so i'll sign off without saying goodbye
i hope it hurts to watch me go

(This) life we've forsaken ( Read more... )

i don't know, i guess i'm wrong sometimes? it just seems like we're not broken up i guess, although i haven't heard from her in a while and such, but i guess shes working and all, maybe shes busy or something, and i've been trying to get out of the house a lot because i hate it here since she left. i really am very sick actually, i didn't go to ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here enjoying my vodka and coke, because it seems like there is little else of worth to do with my life.. no job, no girlfriend, no direction. i'm lost. i don't know what i'm going to do now, but it needs to be something that doesn't involve thinking about kaitlyn, because that just gets me pissed off, at her, and at myself. its ( Read more... )

this review got someone fired. if you don't think thats right, i suggest you stop going to absolutepunk.net ( Read more... )

ugh, this is less than enjoyable..

i love closure

at least i think thats what this is, i sincerely hope so, because its been a long time coming.
i can live like this, i know it. :)

i love you kaitlyn.

the new haste the day album hauls, and its just that simple ( Read more... )

i hate not being able to sleep at night ( Read more... )