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I had two kinds of fun today. I had a good time with my good friend. We have fun doing productive stuff. I got things accomplished today. So did he. Now kevin and i both have gym memberships, so theres no reason for me not to go to the gym.
Also, I went to a party. Normally i have trouble finding my place at parties. It takes forever i meet like 6 people and then i talk to them once and thats it and wander around the whole time. When your drunk, its annoying but time flies by fast but its still the same thing, except you're dumber and cant make sense of things. Sober, when you know you have nothign better to do but you dont drink and you wait and interact as you choose, its a lot more like a game. Drunks are all about instant gratification. A lot of this is rambling, but if i could just look like im having a better time, and keep my mouth shut and not worry about the fleeting criticisms of what i do at parties i bet i could have pretty crazy conversations with cool people everyday. I hate that you have to act a fool to meet people, and im not a fool. And i hate that you cant size people up when you're drunk as well. Parties are great. Drinking is fun, but i only like drinking when im already having fun, to take the edge off of and encourage immorality. Is that wrong? I think thats the way it should be.
Also, I went to a party. Normally i have trouble finding my place at parties. It takes forever i meet like 6 people and then i talk to them once and thats it and wander around the whole time. When your drunk, its annoying but time flies by fast but its still the same thing, except you're dumber and cant make sense of things. Sober, when you know you have nothign better to do but you dont drink and you wait and interact as you choose, its a lot more like a game. Drunks are all about instant gratification. A lot of this is rambling, but if i could just look like im having a better time, and keep my mouth shut and not worry about the fleeting criticisms of what i do at parties i bet i could have pretty crazy conversations with cool people everyday. I hate that you have to act a fool to meet people, and im not a fool. And i hate that you cant size people up when you're drunk as well. Parties are great. Drinking is fun, but i only like drinking when im already having fun, to take the edge off of and encourage immorality. Is that wrong? I think thats the way it should be.