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You know it now. I was at work today, and i thought, maybe i should keep posting in this. I have a lot of undocumented thoughts and whatnot, and maybe i might want to see them in the future.
Right now im kind of comfortable in staying in ocean springs. I know i want to be in starkville, but ithink im dreading going to starkville and finding a job. Tyson and kevin did it, with my help or something, but who's going to be there for me? Greg? I dont know , but thats where i shoud be to determine where im going to be in the future.
Maybe my number one goal should be to get up there and get a job. Maybe it should be to save money and enroll. Im kind of afraid if i go up there i wont get back in school. Maybe im also afraid that if i wait i wont even go back up there. All i know is that i wasted a year making bad grades and i should have to pay for it. You only die twice. Well Ive been praying about it, god and i hope i can get back to starkville soon. Wish me luck.
well
more on this later
josh
Right now im kind of comfortable in staying in ocean springs. I know i want to be in starkville, but ithink im dreading going to starkville and finding a job. Tyson and kevin did it, with my help or something, but who's going to be there for me? Greg? I dont know , but thats where i shoud be to determine where im going to be in the future.
Maybe my number one goal should be to get up there and get a job. Maybe it should be to save money and enroll. Im kind of afraid if i go up there i wont get back in school. Maybe im also afraid that if i wait i wont even go back up there. All i know is that i wasted a year making bad grades and i should have to pay for it. You only die twice. Well Ive been praying about it, god and i hope i can get back to starkville soon. Wish me luck.
well
josh