The other night you wouldn't believe the dream I just had about you and me.
Alas, it’s been a day. And up and down day but over all it’s a new week and this week looks to be a good one of course, why you may ask? Its our CO visit, and that is always good. I’ve been looking forward to the CO visit for a long time, all the spiritual food points and encouragement is so needed.
Did just have last Saturday our annual pioneer meetings with the elders and I have to say…always proper food at the proper time. Points were brought out at that meeting that I’ve been meditating over all week. Things exactly that I want to improve in my pioneer service. So I have new spiritual goals, and well a few personal ones I’m always trying to improve lol like my looks and being fit and being more encouraging to all people ect. The list goes on. Lol as do my faults to constantly improve and I’m ever so reminded of them daily. Sadly though last Saturday I was in the midst of that crazy bad flu that’s spread across the nation. I thought I was going to die from high fever for a week straight. Sooooooooo glad to be over that! It was a horrible sickness. But I got so behind in the ministry I’m feeling a bit anxious to catch up. (a bit is an understatement)
Today I feel so weak, pale, insignificant, and depressed. I really don’t feel that much often, I have to boast in one thing I realize about myself- it’s that I really am truly normally a happy person except for a bad day here and there. But winter time does seem to bring on the blues more often than I‘d like. Probably the completely lack of sun and vitamin D to make me happy. The cold and snow doesn’t help. Would be *amazing* to be somewhere warmer, and sunnier, and did I mention warmer?? Can’t have that right now, but in a 2-3 months I’ll be feeling a bit more happier to be out of this 11 degree cold snow freezing ice stuff we have had on and off for a little while now.
Tonight I had a nice time watching the super bowl at a friends house. It was a super nice distracting to the gloom over my mind today. Delicious food I shouldn’t be eating lol but I splurged and had that for my bad meal for the month lol. Junk food is so worth it sometimes, why does it have to be so naughty and be so good? Why?! ~_~
Wow it all the sudden became way latter than I thought it was, and you know tomorrow comes whether I’m ready for it or not (by the way I’m not) Tis time for me to read my nightly bible reading and sleep if I can make myself.
So goodnight world.
* Buona notte a sempre sogni d’oro *