May 16, 2005 18:33
Ok so we got paid today, great, wooooo.
Yeah well I am still pissed, my raise still hasn't gone though (6 weeks of retro-pay and counting now)
AND
I was short eight hours of pay.
Does the universe not want me to catch up on my bills..
OR is this a sign saying ditch this assjack stand and do something better..
I think it is both, the universe will punish me until I take the reins up and control my life.
In reality the universe doesn't punish anyone, no great force is going to ruin anything in advance for you. Nor is some great force going to align the stars for your purpose. This is a cop-out a childish mystical line of handed down bullshit. It's ok to seek council in higher powers but expecting a handout, handup, or even a hand saying stop is too much to expect. It's happen I'm sure it may have even happen to me once. But to ask for it or feel entitled to it is gross negligence in regards to the opposable thumbs and brain "god" gave you.
HAHA... man ok soapbox done! sorry had that one stored up. Went to church on mothers day at the request of my mother and the "message" was on miricles... whew.. yeah better now...
ANYWAY, good luck to everyone I know trying to do better for themself it's a hard thing if you need anyone to talk to about it or advice (as ill advised as it may be) I'm here.. trying to get ahead as well.