first time in a long time...

[gravetorave]

tonight i am drunk

djarum menthol's and tequila shots dry

alkaline trio in winamp

it's late and kids are coming back home from clubs

the laughing and tag your it games echo in the parking lot

my roommates sleep an easy peace of men long since comforted

i and my bottles sit listen to the sounds of laughing

idle chat about work over the sound of family guy in another room

the simple peace of knowing this all would happen before i took the first shot

my sheets are old and unwashed coarse and worn from nights unsettled

the rest of my room lay in disarray the dryer broke again tonight

clean and dirty intermingle socks that will never match

not that it matters

no one need see the whitecaps the forecast is a calm sea for miles

doing the right thing is hard living with the right thing is even harder

a my decisions are so right i've worked the emotion right out of them all

nothing feels good anymore simply right

truth is not an emotion it's an answer and answers get ugly

go to sleep you idiot there is a lot of nothing to do tomorrow