"I love you."I couldn't help the small smile that came across my face at her words. There had been women in my life before, some I was more than happy to forget. I know I'd said the words to one before, but I'd never meant them. Not like I meant it with Tara
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Just being around him did things to me that I thought I'd never feel again, and more. He made me feel better about myself without him even realizing it. Just the small moments we spent together was heavenly, if I honestly could have it my way I'd never leave here. We could just run away and never look back.
"We could definately rack up the frequent flier miles if nothing else."I grinned at him. "I'd like that..." Squirming slightly on his lap I bent down and kissed him lightly before trailing kisses over his jaw line and down his neck before nipping at his ear. "I like this too ( ... )
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Her kiss sent duzzying shivers down my spine. Her hand at the back of my neck continued those feelings.
"I'm glad I lost my wallet..."
She kissed me again and I felt her hand on my knee, as if she was giving me assurance that this was ok, and that more might be ok too.
I slowly pulled back and started to move her body so her legs wrapped around my waist so I had better access to her mouth. One hand rested on her leg and the other tangled in her hair as I pulled her head to mine for another kiss.
I wasn't trying to push her into anything or even tell her that I thought it was going to happen now, I just needed to feel her closer. I pulled back and smiled.
"You know this weekend was never about going further? It was about you and me spending time together and it's ok if that's all that happens."
I knew she knew that now, but I had to say it, I needed her to know that I was content just spending time with her.
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If anything I felt foolish for reacting the way I did before.
"You know this weekend was never about going further? It was about you and me spending time together and it's ok if that's all that happens."
Running my hands over his face and into his hair I nodded. "I know. This weekend is about Tara and her southern soul Mac." I giggled at my own cheezyness. "They're in a place where Sunnydale, LA, demons and evil law firms - which I think is redundant by the way - doesn't exist. It's just them, together, alone."
I grinned and kissed him softly. "If something happens...it happens...I'm not objecting..." I pulled back and looked at him seriously. "Y-you're not...right?" Suddenly I felt a small wave of panic wash over me, making me worry that I was being too forward that I was being too whoreish as my father would say. Looking down at my lap I started to move off of him. "S-sorry..."
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I loved it when she called me Mac, Mac was the guy I'd been before I let my hate for my father turn me into Lindsey McDonald, Lawyer for evil.
Mac was who I wanted to be again, and she made it possible, she made me feel like him.
"If something happens...it happens...I'm not objecting... Y-you're not...right?"
I stared at her shocked, could she not feel the lack of my objection to the thought? She really had no idea what she did to me did she?
"S-sorry..."I pulled her back down from her movements, not harshly, just slowly and pulled her flush against my chest and other areas so she could feel just how not against it I was ( ... )
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But Lindsey wasn't her, the way he treated me and just everything about him set my body on fire. His hands felt different against my skin and it felt heavenly.
Keeping my eyes on his I slowly reached out and inched his shorts down till they thuded to the floor wetly.
I licked my lips and ran my hands over his neck and my eyes followed my hands as they went down over his arms and chest. I boldly snuck a look and I thought my heart was going to stop. Never would I have ever thought - or dreamed - that I would have that effect on another person.
Let along someone like Lindsey.
I trailed my hands over to his hands and laced my fingers with his before pressing my body against his, gasping and the bold nakedness of him pressed against me.
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Between his lips and his fingers he was going to drive me mad, my body arched and writhed under him, each second I felt myself becoming closer to that edge of bliss and total loss of mind. Instinctively I rocked my hips up against his fingers, my legs shaking as I felt myself come closer.
My hand unintentionally fisted in his hair, holding him to me and I felt myself tighten around his fingers. "Oh god, Lindsey...p-please..." I bit my lip hard and my eyes rolled back when my body arched up to him. "Lindsey..." I tightened around his fingers again, I rocked my hips against him and his fingers, loving the feeling and finally falling over that edge, his name on my lips.
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She was still coming down when I thrust my tounge into her throbbing sex. I held her hips in place with one arm and rubbed her clit with my fingers before slipping three fingers into her sex and sucked her clit into my mouth hard.
It was less than a minute later that I felt her body tighten again, she cried out my name over and over again and I slowly relented my attentions as she continued to cum.
I licked my way back up her body sliding my knee between her legs to apply pressure where she needed it most.
I licked her neck and kissed her, letting her taste herself on my lips. I pulled back and looked into her eyes.
"I love you."
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Slowly I ran my hands over his back, memorizing every muscle and inch of his flesh. A small smile curved on my lips against his sweat covered shoulder. "So this is how you see me..." Nipping my way up his shoulder I couldn't help but grin. "I think I missed part of the memo...you might have to show me again." I pulled back and locked gazes with him when I tightened my body around him.
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I closed my eyes.
"This is only part of how I see you" I said honestly.
It was more than just this, it was her eyes, her hand in mine, the conversations we had. It was the way she looked at me when I sang for her. All of it.
"I think I missed part of the memo...you might have to show me again."
I felt my body harden instantly at her words.
"I think your trying to kill me." I murmured to her, leaning over to kiss her again, running my hand down her back.
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Feeling less shy I moved my legs so I knelt over his lap and gently I pushed him back onto the bed, looking down at him I reached over and laced my fingers with his before pinning them above his head.
Kissing him deeply I started to rock my hips against him, whimpering at how he felt inside me. It was so raw and new and something I never wanted to end or be tired of.
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Her nails down my back sent shocks through my body.
"The feelings mutal." I kissed her shoulder.
She moved and pushed me down on the bed so she was peering over me, taking my hands and holding them above my head. I never wanted to leave the recess of her body, it felt so right here.
She kissed me and my arms tried to pull free but she held them steadily. Her hips moved and I felt a low growl in my stomach. Fuck. My hips bucked upward adding to the friction.
"God Tara."
I groaned against her lips.
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