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[theurbancowboy]

"I love you."I couldn't help the small smile that came across my face at her words. There had been women in my life before, some I was more than happy to forget. I know I'd said the words to one before, but I'd never meant them. Not like I meant it with Tara

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[theurbancowboy]

"I know. This weekend is about Tara and her southern soul Mac. They're in a place where Sunnydale, LA, demons and evil law firms - which I think is redundant by the way - doesn't exist. It's just them, together, alone."

I loved it when she called me Mac, Mac was the guy I'd been before I let my hate for my father turn me into Lindsey McDonald, Lawyer for evil.

Mac was who I wanted to be again, and she made it possible, she made me feel like him.

"If something happens...it happens...I'm not objecting... Y-you're not...right?"

I stared at her shocked, could she not feel the lack of my objection to the thought? She really had no idea what she did to me did she?

"S-sorry..."

I pulled her back down from her movements, not harshly, just slowly and pulled her flush against my chest and other areas so she could feel just how not against it I was.

Her eyes widened slightly and I kissed her harder than I usually did, I wanted her to know how I craved her, every part of her. My arms went around her pinning her to me, but not too tightly I definately didn't want to push her boundaries.

Finally I pulled back and looked into her eyes, letting my fingertips run over her lower back.

"Not objecting, entirely the opposite."

She blushed and still looked slightly shocked, I worried for an instant that I had pushed too far, but then I saw in her eyes that it was more about insecurity.

"You have no idea how beautiful you are do you? And obviously you have no idea what just being near you does to me. Well you had no idea."

I smiled and unconciously pressed my hips upward, my body wanting to remind her.

[sexytarawitch]

I gasped and looked at him in slight shock when he pulled me against him, every part of his body against mine, reminding me of just how different we were. From the stubble on his chin that made me giggle when he rubbed his nose in my neck to the muscles of his thighs and his hands. But he had gentle hands, always with me.

"You have no idea how beautiful you are do you? And obviously you have no idea what just being near you does to me. Well you had no idea."

I licked my lips and shook my head, my mind spinning from feeling him against my thigh and words that were beaten into me from such a young age on. "No..." I said honestly, looking at him. "I-I mean I'm not...never really..." I sighed and I felt like I was seventeen for a moment. I wasn't sure how to explain it to him. "If you learn that blue is orange you're going to think that." I lowered my head against his neck to hide my face, it was a stupid way of explaining it but I didn't know how to tell him I don't and never did think that. I think my ability to was broken so long ago.

[theurbancowboy]

"No... I-I mean I'm not...never really... If you learn that blue is orange you're going to think that."

I put my finger under her chin and lifted her face to mine, I kissed her once lightly and then looked into her eyes.

"I think I understand."

My dad wasn't the picture of giving a child self confidence either.

"I think I'd like to be able to show you how I see you. Because it's not just how you look. Don't get me wrong, because you ... When I first saw you walk into Caritas I almost forgot the words to the song I was singing. You are so beautiful, but it's more than that. It's all of you right down to your soul and all of it? Completely stunning."

I cupped her face in my hand and lightly ran my thumb across her lips before kissing her again.

"As for what you do to me?"

I smiled at her.

"Its more than physical. Though I'm sure you can feel that there are definately some physical effects, oh about 99 percent of the time."

[sexytarawitch]

I smiled at him and leaned in and kissed him. "I-it's the same for me. You do things to me Lindsey that scare me, but what scares me more is I crave you, you're like a drug." I leaned in and kissed him lightly before taking his hand and putting it over my heart. "That's what you do to me." I swear it even stops when he says he loves me or when he looks into my eyes.

Reaching over I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled our bodies even closer. "Show me." I murmured against his lips. "Show me how you see me, I think for once I'll believe it because it's from you."

I leaned down and kissing him deeply, running my tongue over his bottom lip before sucking on it gently. My lips made a trail down his neck again where I nuzzled his pulse point with my nose.

[theurbancowboy]

"I-it's the same for me. You do things to me Lindsey that scare me, but what scares me more is I crave you, you're like a drug."

I smiled as she kissed me.

"I know the feeling."

She took my hand and placed it over her heart, it was beating fast. Not quite as fast as my own.

"That's what you do to me."

I left my hand there for a moment. She wrapped her arms around my neck.

"I've never loved anyone before." I told her honestly.

I felt her body get closer to mine. I was on fire, and it wasn't from the warm water surrounding us.

"Show me. Show me how you see me, I think for once I'll believe it because it's from you."

She kissed me deeply, passionately. I felt my entire body harden further as she trailed her lips down my neck.

I wanted to show her, I wanted her to be able to see her exactly as I did. But what was the best way? I didn't want her to think it was just about pleasing her body or mine, but my body wanted to show her.

I moved forward in the small tub, holding onto her thighs with my hands as we moved I bent my head to nibble on her neck.

When we reached the other side of the tub I let my body pin her against it. I kissed her neck down to her shoulder fingering the tie of her top carefully. I looked up at her in question, her asking me to show her did not give me right to assume anything.

[sexytarawitch]

"I've never loved anyone before."

He's not the only one who hasn't done things before...

I sighed and tilted my neck to his lips, giving him further access. "Lindsey..." I gasped when his body pinned me against the side, his body firmly pressed against mine, making sure that I felt every part of him. "Lin...I-i've never..." I whimpered and writhed under him. "I want..."

Lindsey looked up at me and I started to nod yes but I decided I wanted to be wicked. He did that to me, made me want to be wicked.

Playfully I slapped his hands away and squirmed out from beneath him and the wall. "Yes...if you can catch me." With a grin I turned on my heal and bolted out of the hot tub room.

[theurbancowboy]

"Lindsey... Lin...I-i've never... I want..."

I knew what she was saying and the thought, I mean I was a man, being a woman's first? Just a little different on the ego meter.

When I looked up at her I saw something flicker in her eyes.

She moved and pushed me away, for one second I felt the world stop along with my heart.

Then she grinned and jumped out of the hot tub.

"Yes...if you can catch me."

She turned and bolted out of the room. It took me a second to register what has just happened. Then I jumped out of the tub quickly and ran out of the room.

I could hear her laughing.

"You are going to regret that." I called to her with a laugh.

I found her near the stairs. If she'd run upstairs this chase would be over quickly, either way I was ok with it.

She saw me coming and headed upstairs, I was on her heals and when we reached the top I grabbed her around the waist and pulled her back flush against my chest.

I ran a trail of kisses up her neck. I turned her around and her face was wide with a smile, I kept her planted firmly to my body with one arm around her waist the other tangled in her hair and I pulled her lips to mine, kissing her slowly and deliberately.

I walked her backwards until she was up against the door, once again my body pinned her in place and I unconciously bucked my hips forward and my hand ran down her side gliding down to her hip with feather light touched.

I kept kissing her, slowly, I could feel her getting ansty.

[sexytarawitch]

"You are going to regret that."

I heard him laugh behind me as I ran through the cabin, what I didn't realize was this place was small and there was only so many places to run. Ooops.

I saw him and turned towards the stairs, giggling as I tried to hurry. Before I got to the door he grabbed me, pressing my body against his and making me weak to him. "Lindsey..." I felt everything start to melt away as his lips ran over my neck.

He spun me around and I grinned at him, before I could speak his lips were on mine and my lips and tongue slowly mingled with his, any resolve or doubts about anything flying out the window.

I gasped and looked up at him when he pinned me against the wall, a small whimper escaped my lips when he pressed his hips aganst me. I brought my hands to his waist, my fingers flirting with the edge of his shorts.

His lips were on mine and his body pressed against me like this was driving me mad with want and lust. Slowly I drug my nails down his sides before pulling his hips against mine, whimpering against his lips and silently begging him for more. I pulled my lips away from his and looked up at him. "Lindsey..."

[theurbancowboy]

"Lindsey..."

The look in her eyes sent my body into even further shock.

I held her against my body as I rubbed the small of her back and opened the door to the bedroom. My heart was pounding and my head was clouded with lust, but not enough to take this lightly.

I turned around to face her and took her hands, backing slowly into the room. I kept my eyes on hers, I wasn't going to fuck this up.

When we were in the room fully and only a foot from the bed I stopped walking and pulled her to me again I ran my fingertips down her face.

"You are ... everything." I said honestly looking into her eyes.

I cupped her face in my hand and kissed her slowly, pulling her closer my hand rubbed down her back and settled on her hip absently rubbing the small patch of fabric and over her skin.

[sexytarawitch]

"You are ... everything."

I looked back into his eyes and smiled. "As are you..." I murmured against his lips, moaning softly as he pulled me to him again. I ran my hands over his shoulders and back, my fingers dancing over each part of his defined muscles, almost like I was memorizing him in some way.

My fingers made their way to his waist and I hooked my thumbs in the waistband but didn't pull, I just danced my fingers under the material, feeling his warm skin against my fingers.

I started to feel his fingers pulling the ties to my bathing suit and I didn't panic like I thought I would, I just kissed him harder and pressed my body tighter to his as I drug my nails up his back and my fingers were in his hair again.

[theurbancowboy]

I untied one side of her suit and then trailed my hand up her back to the haphazardly tied knot at her back.

I pulled it loose and raised my hand and untied the second knot around her neck. My hand went to her side, barely touching the side of her bare breast I pulled the fabric down and let it drop to the floor.

I leaned down and kissed her neck, shoulder, all the while letting my hands slowly rub her breast, moving over slowly and eventually taking it fully into my hand.

She moaned and my other hand repeated the action on her other breast, I continued my assault on her neck.

I slid one hand to the hip that held the last bit of fabric. I looked up at her. She nodded and I pulled the knot out slowly letting the bottoms fall to the floor.

I took a moment and looked over her body, feeling my cock stir.

"God you are so beautiful."