No matter what I did or how hard I tried I always dreamt of my mother around the time of her death, I always replay it in my head and try to think of how or why or some way I could have changed it, made it better. Took her pain away.
And selfishly mine.
"Tara, baby, we're here."I heard a voice pull me out of my sleep and I smiled as I opened my
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I just smiled down at her.
"Don't be embarrassed. It's ok, I'd never force you or assume anything you ... If something happens then it happens, cause God knows I want you ..."
She was so beautiful.
"I love you, and I like saying it. When ever you are ready."
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I smiled and looked up at him. "Good, I like saying it too." I leaned up and kissed him, wrapping my arms tightly around his neck, pulling him closer to me. "I love you."
I moved closer to him and I lost my footing, landing us both on the couch. "Oops." I giggled. "Now, why don't you show me this place the right way. Maybe we'll end up in the hot tub.." I wiggled my eyebrows at him and smirked before I leaned down and kissed him deeply, running my hands in his hair.
Just being with him, in the same room, was so much. I had a feeling that things would happen before the weekend was out. I wanted it, and he wanted it.
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I chuckled and got up and pulled her up in front of me. I gave her a quick kiss and took her hand. I was so thankful she'd listened to reason. And thankful Lilah was as stupid as she was mean. Stupid bitch.
I led her down the stairs into the hottub room. It was lavishly decorated. And warm, very warm.
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Up in the room I went through my bag and finally picked out the bathing suit I had. It was a two piece and I wasn't sure if I was comfortable in it, but I was comfortable with Lindsey so that's all that matters. Putting it on I pulled my hair down and brushed it out quickly before heading back down stairs wrapped tightly in a towel.
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I changed quickly and headed back to the basement, it was littered with Candles, no doubt something Lilah had cooked up. I just decided to go with it and lit a bunch.
I also grabbed a plate of fruit from the fridge and sat it down on a corner of the hot tub. I made sure there were enough towels and there were two large robes in a closet.
Tara made her way into the room.
"I swear the Candles were here already, I just lit them." I laughed.
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I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around his waist, still wrapped in the towel. "This place is -wwonderful, I'm sorry we ruined half the day because I was stupid." I leaned up and kissed him, running my hands lightly over his chest. I pulled back and grinned, looking down I ran my hand over his collarbone and shoulder. It was the first time I'd really seen him without his shirt.
Wow.
Blushing I pulled away a bit and grinned. "Ready?" I turned and slowly took the towel off before stepping into the tub with caution. I looked over my shoulder at him. "Are you coming?"
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I gave her a look.
"You had every reason to think what you did, I don't blame you so stop apologizing."
"Ready? Are you coming?"
I smiled and followed her into the tub, the hot water instantly relaxed my body.
"God I need one of these in my place, I'd probably be able to handle work a lot easier."
I grinned at her and moved closer, I carefully took her arm and pulled her into my lap wrapping my arms around her frame. I just wanted her near me.
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Gently I nuzzled my nose in his neck, inhailing and taking in his scent. "I like this..." All of it, him, the place, his arms. Feeling him so close to me was bliss. "I love you." I murmured into his neck as I shifted more onto his lap, feeling a bit exposed because of how little we were wearing. "Can we umm move in here, never leave?"
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