Stupid me...

Oct 16, 2006 18:01

Well... I made the biggest fucking mistake of my life and pushed away the one real true friend I had... she was the most perfect girl to ever be in my life. She was my girl friend and my best friend. And I'm sorry for all the pain and grief I caused her. If there was anything in the world I could give or do to make her happy I'd glaldy do it.

She's hurting right now... so am I. I nearly comitted suicide over my own stupidity... heh. But then we'd REALLY never get to be together. I'm hopping shell forgive me enough to want to be friends. And hopefully... maybe someday if we're still feeling the same love and passion for one another then maybe we'll get back together when we can actually be together.

To Krystina. The most perfect and wonderful person I've ever known.

You are and forever will be the love of my life. No one could ever take your place babe. I'm sorry, for EVERYTHING. I just hope you'll have me... atleast as a friend if nothing else.

I love you.

bye.

~Mark~
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