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I haven't posted here in a while, but I will now because I'm procrastinating hardcore. I'm totally fucked. Somehow between now and tomorrow I need to finnish an overdue 6 page paper I've hardly started and read 400 pages and do a 2 1/2 hour landscape drawing. Short of a miracle it's just not happening. Too bad, 'cause all of my time tested CSW bullshitting techniques don't seem to be effective here.
College is both better and worse than I could have expected. I'm not even sure if I know what I mean by that. Surrounded by so many new people, I'm faced with the "how are you?" said in passing dozens of times a day. depending on my mood, I reply either "pretty good" or "eh, alright." Really the range is awesome to aweful, depending upon whether I'm thinking about the work I'm behind on or all the things I can do here, depending on whether I miss everyone from home or feel the potential of the people I've just met. I guess it's good that I can always remember both feelings even if I only feel one at a time. I'm just here living and waiting to see what happens and what this place does to me.
College is both better and worse than I could have expected. I'm not even sure if I know what I mean by that. Surrounded by so many new people, I'm faced with the "how are you?" said in passing dozens of times a day. depending on my mood, I reply either "pretty good" or "eh, alright." Really the range is awesome to aweful, depending upon whether I'm thinking about the work I'm behind on or all the things I can do here, depending on whether I miss everyone from home or feel the potential of the people I've just met. I guess it's good that I can always remember both feelings even if I only feel one at a time. I'm just here living and waiting to see what happens and what this place does to me.