words will never be enough to truely speak my spirit

[granulated]

                                         After

After every breathe, my body still feels the bitter reality of dismay.
After every passionate kiss, my heart still feels empty.
After every party, my soul still feels restless.
After every taste of toxins, my lips still feel untouched.
After every tear, my eyes still have an ocean more to cry.
After every wish, my dream is still to far from my grasp.