final breathe of heart and eternal life of sin
my blood is pumping galons of pure hatred, and violence through every inch of my deformed body. utter disgrace is permanetly filled my face, disgust, loathe, bitter, and a sense of cufusion beyond belief. i dont even recoginize myself. i just dont care any which way. i keep creating images in my head, of beating someone, grabbing them by their throats, and smashing their heads into a brick.. smearing there face off. all i can do if grind my teeth.. and all i can hear, just under the blast of metallica, is screams. i cant focus, i cant comprehend, all i can do is feel. feel consumed by this rage. i want to hurt. but theres still a little of who i was left fighting for something. why cant i just break free?! why cant i just fuck the world! why cant i release it. why cant i kill. pure hatred, is all i desire.