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Yeah, it's been a while but I really don't plan on updating that much anymore, due to the lack of life that I lead nowadays. Sorry this is gonna be one of "those" entries. WARNING: It's kinda long and sad, Sorry, but I really needed to vent
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I didn't realize you've been so sad lately. I just wanted to let you know that I think everyone feels like you do at one point in their lives. No one ever has it "all," and for alot of people, the one or two things they fall short on (academics, love life) seem to resonate much more than what they have accomplished. So this is the point in my comment in which I'll list to you all the good things about you, because it seems the other stuff have been blinding you lately:
-first and foremost, you are an AMAZING friend, one of the ones ppl feel they can actually talk to and listen; sometimes i wish you would return me the favor and feel comfy to tell me how you're feeling because I always feel secure enough to talk to you
-Denise loves your ankles. If she does, then that means mah friend, that alot of girls can def go ga-ga over you. Just frickin show some skin in the ankle region! May I suggest sandals, perhaps?
-Wow, you got an offer of an internship in the Justice Dept? Duuuuude, non-profit or not, that's my dreeaaam job. If I just had the guts like you to actually major in something I like and not just something I feel like I have already committed myself to, then I would feel the speck of fulfillment you get when you take the classes I pine for. Hellloooo, why the hell would I wanna take Business Stat or Managerial Accounting? Oh yea..that's right! I sold my soul to the devil for a nifty laptop. YOU have the major I want.
So on this final note, I hope you get my point about how not everything is perfect for everyone else. It's just what you make of the hand you're dealt with. So far, I think you've done a good job :). And pleeease, the only reason it hasn't been fun when you go out to bars is because you're too dry. You need me to go with you to spill stuff on you some more. Hmmm...I feel a date coming on this upcoming Thursday!
P.S. My roomie does the whole study 1 hour and still get a kick-ass GPA thing, while I go to the library for days on and barely do well or do suckier than planned. Me thinks the whole reason for this irony is that YOU AND I stress out too much and put ungodly amounts of expectations on ourselves. If we just chilled a lil, then we'd be more relaxed and go for our gut answers on the test.
I love you Grant,
Ang
P.S.S. MXC is the best show eeeeever.
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