Dec 11, 2005 19:35
I lied .. I went back to toms and we went out to dinner.
I really feel depressed and I hate this.
I miss Tom, but I cant get over the shit we have been through.
I hate that he tells me he loves me and I cant believe it.
This is so hard.
I feel so lonely, I have no where to go and I have noone to talk to.
I cried to Tom all day, but I know it gets annoying listening to someone complain all day.
I was really happy he was there to talk to though.
He says he is confused and doesnt know what to do either.
But he is moving home and that is good.. b.c I really worry about him being on his own.
I love him so much.
I feel really depressed.
I hate this.