oh life...the senior year version
Well, I guess senior year is ok. Other than the fact that i have gone to the hospital 3 times in the past month, had to take a week off of school the very 2nd week, and am already being killed by my senior research paper for Political Science...and its not due until march or april.
I'm not in either of the plays this semester. I'm sort of indifferent. I didn't want to audition for Streetcar, and was kept from doing so by the aforementioned week off of school. I auditioned for PROOF but did not make it, but am ok with it because I feel the 2 girls who DID get it are amazing and are the right choices for what Janeve's vision is. I would do make-up but apparently Janeve just worked it out with some of the scholarship peeps for them to do makeup to fulfill their scholarships or something. I guess its ok because I'm so fraking busy with the 5 groups i'm on the exec board of. I am going to get an ulcer or something.
The one really bright spot is Nick, and even that is sorta dim. I mean, he lives in NYC...I care so much for him and I just love talking to him. I love when my phone rings and its HIM. I love when I'm online and he messages me. I just LOVE it. I can't describe it. I know our relationship is so completly unconventional, with our ages and the distance and I don't care. It feels so right for me. Its like what I need. And it feels right. And I really hope that I get out there for spring break like the tentative plan is. I can't even describe the smile that I get when I get to talk to him. I have been in a crappy mood all week and have been frazzled and I just talked to him online for the first time in probably a week because he's been busy with work and setting up this new photography job in Philly and I've been crazy busy with school stuff and he just messaged me and it was like so wonderful. He can make me laugh and smile and feel like nothing is wrong in the world. I pray that I get to go to NYC to spend almost a week with him. That would be so unbelievably wonderful.
In other news today I am fasting to stop genocide in Darfur. www.savedarfur.com
Well, back to homework I guess.
Consider yourselves updated on my crazy life.
I'm not in either of the plays this semester. I'm sort of indifferent. I didn't want to audition for Streetcar, and was kept from doing so by the aforementioned week off of school. I auditioned for PROOF but did not make it, but am ok with it because I feel the 2 girls who DID get it are amazing and are the right choices for what Janeve's vision is. I would do make-up but apparently Janeve just worked it out with some of the scholarship peeps for them to do makeup to fulfill their scholarships or something. I guess its ok because I'm so fraking busy with the 5 groups i'm on the exec board of. I am going to get an ulcer or something.
The one really bright spot is Nick, and even that is sorta dim. I mean, he lives in NYC...I care so much for him and I just love talking to him. I love when my phone rings and its HIM. I love when I'm online and he messages me. I just LOVE it. I can't describe it. I know our relationship is so completly unconventional, with our ages and the distance and I don't care. It feels so right for me. Its like what I need. And it feels right. And I really hope that I get out there for spring break like the tentative plan is. I can't even describe the smile that I get when I get to talk to him. I have been in a crappy mood all week and have been frazzled and I just talked to him online for the first time in probably a week because he's been busy with work and setting up this new photography job in Philly and I've been crazy busy with school stuff and he just messaged me and it was like so wonderful. He can make me laugh and smile and feel like nothing is wrong in the world. I pray that I get to go to NYC to spend almost a week with him. That would be so unbelievably wonderful.
In other news today I am fasting to stop genocide in Darfur. www.savedarfur.com
Well, back to homework I guess.
Consider yourselves updated on my crazy life.