you dont know what its like

[grandavenue]

I have no idea what to do. How to feel. What to feel. Whether I should feel at all. What is going on inside my head. I don't know.

Too many things.

Do I want to focus on one person?
Do I want to not focus on anyone?
What will come out of either one?

I just don't know what the fuck to do. All I know is. I need to get my life back.