Why this is the worst month of my life

[graffittist_kei]

This is the worst month of my life because...it can be. Simply because it can. Sometimes I think my life likes to see just how miserable it can make me before I have the periodic mental breakdown.

(financial) Bad financial problems are bad. I'd been failing to properly budget for the past 2 months or so, and now have like, no money for myself.

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[graffittist_kei]

Yeah, I believe her. I actually was picking up that something was there between Riri and Tetra, that they could like each other, I think even before their thing started. I thought maybe Tetra liked her, but I didn't know she was attracted to him too. They seemed really buddy buddy, but I thought it was just me being the pessimist as always. Turns out my pessimism is always right. This is why it's good to be a cynic. I don't really think Riri sleeps around that much. Though I'm not sure, she never really talks about guys and stuff like that. I kind of thought she was a bit asexual actually. So much for that. I don't know if she's a slut or not, but it's clear she doesn't appreciate me as a friend that much.

I can't really confront her about it cause it's a secret. She'd probably get mad at Erika if she found out she told me. I was thinking about asking her if she liked Tetra though. I got the idea last night, when I observed them. This was before I knew what was really going on between them, and they weren't like, all over each other and making out and stuff, but I'm good at reading body language. It occurred to me that she might like him, so I thought about asking her about it some other day. Now I don't have to.

And yeah, I told you about another "friend" problem I had when you were here. I'd like to know what I do to deserve to meet people like this.