Im Totenreich
Don't ever be kind to people when they have hurted, insulted and mistreated you.
Everybody takes the hand reaching out, as an invitation to step further on you.
Walking all over you, as everybody does.
It burns me from the inside,
That I care and care for everybody, but who cares for me.
I'm tired of giving all to people who five nothing back.
I am tired.
I am trying to write the paper that will keep me alive.
Secure my tiny income and tiny home.
But it's only a short postponement.
It's very obvious, that the blow will strike well before next autumn.
All I want is security, a life to live.
The system will take all I have, my money, my home, my rights.
It is in principle a dead blow.
So now, I am left to wondering, how to exit life.
In a nuthouse? starving/freezing in the isolated woods? by revenging all?
I have nothing to lose.
If they have sentenced me to dead, why not use my last few breaths on revenge on my executioners.
Not a long ago, a person here wrote, how happy she was, that there was room for someone like her in her country.
I know now, that there is no room for me in this country, and propably no where on this planet.
I even wonder if there is room for me im Totenreich
Everybody takes the hand reaching out, as an invitation to step further on you.
Walking all over you, as everybody does.
It burns me from the inside,
That I care and care for everybody, but who cares for me.
I'm tired of giving all to people who five nothing back.
I am tired.
I am trying to write the paper that will keep me alive.
Secure my tiny income and tiny home.
But it's only a short postponement.
It's very obvious, that the blow will strike well before next autumn.
All I want is security, a life to live.
The system will take all I have, my money, my home, my rights.
It is in principle a dead blow.
So now, I am left to wondering, how to exit life.
In a nuthouse? starving/freezing in the isolated woods? by revenging all?
I have nothing to lose.
If they have sentenced me to dead, why not use my last few breaths on revenge on my executioners.
Not a long ago, a person here wrote, how happy she was, that there was room for someone like her in her country.
I know now, that there is no room for me in this country, and propably no where on this planet.
I even wonder if there is room for me im Totenreich