(no subject)
So faithful, so few,
so pardon, and done.
And when we recieve,
we give a change at last.
And when we are dead,
we all have wings.
We won't need legs to stand.
And when we recieve,
to see a change at last.
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I thought my life changed over a year ago when I found out.
Never did I think I would have these conversations with my family. I thought I could keep it a secret forever, or at least until I didn't have to wake up to them everyday. My head is spinning; I'm the king of composure, though. There's nothing to make me feel better. No actions, no words, just time. I don't feel bad. No worries. Just not GOOD. It's difficult to explain. I guess I didn't realize that my life could change again. It did change, where's the doubt? There is none. I've been within myself, my thoughts for over a year and I've shelled in a part of me I probably should have let out a long time ago. Everything will be alright. Everything is fine. I'll just adjust - it won't take long. Though confused and jittery, never did my heart feel so full. I love my family. Always.
"Oh, God. Where are you now?"
so pardon, and done.
And when we recieve,
we give a change at last.
And when we are dead,
we all have wings.
We won't need legs to stand.
And when we recieve,
to see a change at last.
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I thought my life changed over a year ago when I found out.
Never did I think I would have these conversations with my family. I thought I could keep it a secret forever, or at least until I didn't have to wake up to them everyday. My head is spinning; I'm the king of composure, though. There's nothing to make me feel better. No actions, no words, just time. I don't feel bad. No worries. Just not GOOD. It's difficult to explain. I guess I didn't realize that my life could change again. It did change, where's the doubt? There is none. I've been within myself, my thoughts for over a year and I've shelled in a part of me I probably should have let out a long time ago. Everything will be alright. Everything is fine. I'll just adjust - it won't take long. Though confused and jittery, never did my heart feel so full. I love my family. Always.
"Oh, God. Where are you now?"