smiling at my alarm clock.
It was another day that I did not want to get out of bed, but i guess that is to be expected, after all I am human, and I didn't get the full amount of sleep that my deteriorating body actually needs to be considered fully rested. But I woke up with a smile on my face, I had fallen asleep in Matt's arms again.
Thats the kind of sleep that is the most restful. I am there, completely secure, surrounded by the arms of the man that I love more than I had ever thought possible, the same man that I will spend the rest of my life with, raise a samily with, and grow old with.
With all that in mind, almost all the time throughtout my days, I can't hate life. I can't be upset. I can't do anything but smile. When the little things get me down, I just have to think of Matt, and all that I have with him, and the troubles just seem to melt away.
Don't get me wrong, things arent perfect. And they never will be. That is just part of two people being in one anothers lives. Differing opinions, differing goals. Its the working out the problems that matters the most. If that can be done, its a meaningful relationship.
And so far we have been able to do that. And I thank god that I found someone that is willing to put in so much effort into "us" and I thank god that we love eachother as much as we do.
So as I said, I woke up this morning with a smile on my face, ready to face the world. I am so fortunate to have Matt, I am so in love and content with my life, I can do anything.
Thats the kind of sleep that is the most restful. I am there, completely secure, surrounded by the arms of the man that I love more than I had ever thought possible, the same man that I will spend the rest of my life with, raise a samily with, and grow old with.
With all that in mind, almost all the time throughtout my days, I can't hate life. I can't be upset. I can't do anything but smile. When the little things get me down, I just have to think of Matt, and all that I have with him, and the troubles just seem to melt away.
Don't get me wrong, things arent perfect. And they never will be. That is just part of two people being in one anothers lives. Differing opinions, differing goals. Its the working out the problems that matters the most. If that can be done, its a meaningful relationship.
And so far we have been able to do that. And I thank god that I found someone that is willing to put in so much effort into "us" and I thank god that we love eachother as much as we do.
So as I said, I woke up this morning with a smile on my face, ready to face the world. I am so fortunate to have Matt, I am so in love and content with my life, I can do anything.