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This whole deal fucking sucks. I'm left stripped bare, i've nothing anymore. not that i probably deserve anything, but i've never been so broken, everything is going wrong lately, i'm distracted and can't focus on anything, my grades are slipping, my will to do anything is slipping, and i just don't know what to fucking do anymore. I don't know what i want, i don't know what i need, i feel so helpless and hopeless.
on a parting thought,
ugh, i need a novicane shot to my brain to keep me sane although in vain, Lo! such a cost for all i've lost i've nothing left and now i'm vexed, reflection pains me, openly i weep into my veins this pain doth creep, i need you now, more than ever i did, beneath the surface, this pain hath hid, it's caused by you, and you're the cure, while you're with him, I live... no more.
on a parting thought,
ugh, i need a novicane shot to my brain to keep me sane although in vain, Lo! such a cost for all i've lost i've nothing left and now i'm vexed, reflection pains me, openly i weep into my veins this pain doth creep, i need you now, more than ever i did, beneath the surface, this pain hath hid, it's caused by you, and you're the cure, while you're with him, I live... no more.