Mar 04, 2006 01:49
Wow, I haven't written in forever. So unlike me. Anywayz, here's whatz been up, although alot of it is actually from today.
I've kept Kevin deleted from AIM for like well over a week now. I have no feelings about that either way. I'm not sad about it or upset so thatz good. But I'm not really happy about it cuz I still occasionally talk to him in class. Although I guess I would be more happy than sad if I had to choose. I have no feelings left for him whatsoever. Yey that. I did talk to him in class today though. Although it was about the pink elephant statue.
I feel so guilty lately and I'm not quite sure why. Part of it is because I didn't go to any classes on Wednesday cuz I was having horrible cramps and had had like 2 hours sleep. I said fuck it and stayed home.Then Thursday there was no way in hell I could have made it to class seeing as how I'm pretty sure I had alcohol poisoning Wednesday night and was still drunk until 3 p.m. and was puking until about 4 p.m.ish. I wish my mom lived in the vicinity and made sure I got my ass to class,. I'm not grown up enough for this college shit and responsibilty. Oh well. The only class that mattered if I went to it is English so I'm going to go talk to him and hopefully it'll be cool cuz he likes me.
On the bright side of things, I got a 96 on my women's studies exam. That counts as 25% of my grade so I'm pretty excited. I think she saw the name Strueber and slid a few extra points my way.
I really am upset about Tom. Ever since a quarter of the way through the semester he's so different. I was starting to hook up with his roommate, and he felt neglected. He never said it, but i knew the boy like the back of my hand. So then he and Jason started hanging out hardcore. I'm sure he started talking shit about me, and now Jason and I don't really even talk anymore. Tom used to be my best friend here. He and I were ALWAYS together. Now I can barely stand the guy. Unless it's just the two of us. Which makes me hate him more.
The computers are about to shut down, so i will finish later.